Since i cannot grab useful CATIA license, i'm gonna write about Hanif...Something to remember when we all grew older & start forgetting stuff..
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| On his 2nd birthday, just cried because he wanted to play more but it was already ~7.15pm. Has to force him..Sorry Hanif dear :) |
Where to start...ermm...
Ok, my dear & lovely Hanif is now undergo what i think the terrible two stage..so every time he doesn't get what he desires, he will throw a tantrum. The tantrum will be worse if at that time he is sleepy, but refuse to sleep.
So yesterday when I fetched him from his lovely babysitter, he went straight to playground after we exit the elevator. He is now know that turn right after exit elevator means go to my car while turn left means playground! The item that he loves the most is none other than the slide! second to the list is that flexible thing that he can ride and move around freely - kind of like see-saw, but for one person.
Ok, so he lead me to the playground and play at the slide. Unfortunately it was approaching 7.15pm at that time, and it was getting darker. After Hanif played for 3 round, i then asked him to go home. This is when he started the drama..He cried, soft at first but became louder as we came closer to my car. The minute i open the car door, he throw tantrum..waaa...he stiffen his body when i want to secure him in his child-seat. He didn't even want to sit still on my laps & play the steering (normally i use this tactic & drive to distract him, dangerous but working). What he want is to be lifted/held in such a way that he can rest his chin on my shoulder - cam dukung time die tido waktu hantar ke babysitter while i was driving --> that even more dangerous. Since his crying is getting louder and it's almost 8pm, i just drive slowly until i saw place where i can stop (in front of that old factory/shop where the road is wide). I stop there & has to force him to sit at his child-seat. His crying never stop, i think it only became wilder..huhu..but had to force him for his own safety..He continued to cry, but it became slower......until he felt asleep..patutla, ngantuk rupenye...
Arrived at parking right before hubby arrived, so hubby lifted hanif home. About 1-2 minute after we laid him down at our mattress, he woke up - as fresh as when he woke up in the weekend morning! And he continued to play until about 11pm. Owh, before sleep he passed poo..and refuse to wear clean diaper after i cleaned him up...what a challenge...we finally managed to put Hanif to sleep at 11+, and we also went flat & sleep..zzz....
"Waa...buak....buak..ebbuu...buak...buak...haaa..." I was awaken by Hanif's crying at 2am..He cried and cried and cried...His hand pointing to our main door as if he wants to go to playground..scary..i recite ayat Qursi over and over again, but he is still crying. At last I put him back on mattress, still crying, and start bf him..tadaa...it works wonder. He drink and sleep...
In the morning, during morning change-diaper routine, he refused and cried again..At car, refused and cried again when I want to secure him at child-seat. At last hubby offer to send Hanif to his babysitter's home. The minute hubby took him from me, he stop crying..ok..but ok la, help solve the problem. Hubby said he felt asleep along the way to babysitter. Ok, he must sleepy, tired, restless...complete package..
What a day..but whatever it is, ibu still love you so much Hanif :) No matter how loud you cry, ibu still love you..
